tweak

whoa, u have a lot of hair- oh, thk u! & thks to my highschool romanian teach (who almost didn’t recognize me while passing her by-prolly cuz of the shades but…she said she was just seeing a tenth grader-yay! i still fool people) my conversational skills have come out of the burrow, not entirely all that rusty. top my mauve tights with the white petites flowers, shades & mane- I wasn’t afraid to be outside 2day.

oct 17-announced

I was about to do smth ugly. tell some ugly things, pehaps true, perhaps exaggerated, to someone very close and dear to me. I postponed it for a definite moment but before I got to send these thoughts on, I got another piece of news-the hope rendering kind (although I’m still waiting for that truly miraculous, X-mas magic). And the ugliness can be sent or even onceived no more. I dunno why I appreciate people’s bad parts before I start considering their good side. but I do. that only increases the misery of it all. and the pettiness in which I dable constantly, stubornly but perchance rightly so…cuz I did have other plans for us.