hmm…haven’t had internet for ’bout a week…I was a pretty brave lil’ soldier for the first 3-4 days and I can genuinely, hand on left ”girl” declare that I didn’t care at all. However, 1,2 days ago I started gnawing my fingers a lil’, worrying whether I’d gotten any emails I should have seen or news from anybody or anythin’ (which of course I didn’t) which never happens anyway…as nothing exciting ever does in this stale amazonian jumble.
my dad was kinda flippin’, partly cuz we couldn’t talk to my bro’ and partly cuz he had nothing to do all day long, in between I mean…so…now he’s happily back to his press and signing anti- Basescu petitions 
), yeah…I’ve just discovered he’s pretty active in this field.
But…I did encourage myself to remember making a note of another episode of bizzare coincidences, that is…that moment when two things click, match, add-up perfectly and u’re left pretty wow-ed. And I had two in one night! nothing spectaculat but…I like it, it gives me a fake teeny weeny feeling of comfort, like somehow…I worked a spell.
so…first coincidence: I was reading the intro to John Keats collection of poems (and me, I don’t normally read intro’s to books) and…the writer of the intro who was also the director of the film bla bla..was saying smth about Keats’ theory of negative capability giving the following quote of his, about “the endorsement of mystery, developing your capacity to accept mystery without” ::: “irritable searching after fact and reason”. Ok…I passed that on fairly placidly. A while later, Read More »
