hmm…haven’t had internet for ’bout a week…I was a pretty brave lil’ soldier for the first 3-4 days and I can genuinely, hand on left ”girl” declare that I didn’t care at all. However, 1,2 days ago I started gnawing my fingers a lil’, worrying whether I’d gotten any emails I should have seen or news from anybody or anythin’ (which of course I didn’t) which never happens anyway…as nothing exciting ever does in this stale amazonian jumble.
my dad was kinda flippin’, partly cuz we couldn’t talk to my bro’ and partly cuz he had nothing to do all day long, in between I mean…so…now he’s happily back to his press and signing anti- Basescu petitions 
), yeah…I’ve just discovered he’s pretty active in this field.
But…I did encourage myself to remember making a note of another episode of bizzare coincidences, that is…that moment when two things click, match, add-up perfectly and u’re left pretty wow-ed. And I had two in one night! nothing spectaculat but…I like it, it gives me a fake teeny weeny feeling of comfort, like somehow…I worked a spell.
so…first coincidence: I was reading the intro to John Keats collection of poems (and me, I don’t normally read intro’s to books) and…the writer of the intro who was also the director of the film bla bla..was saying smth about Keats’ theory of negative capability giving the following quote of his, about “the endorsement of mystery, developing your capacity to accept mystery without” ::: “irritable searching after fact and reason”. Ok…I passed that on fairly placidly. A while later, I was reading “The Subtle Knife” the sequel of “The Northen Lights” or “The Golden Compass” as most fans know it and…there was the subject of spirit world, as it fits in this fantasy, multiple worlds anyhoo…something about some conscious particles that one can only hear, see and understand if he has….??? guess what capacity? of regarding any mystery as ….pam-pam!! “irritable searching after fact and reason”!! and it did say it was a quote from Keats that fits pefectly; although the subject is fiction. I must also add that I was also taking the subject in question, the conscious particles, to heart and actually trying to appropriate it and bam! the quote hits me. which is a cool idea too!
Second coincidence is not deep at all, just a casual reference I made to the Chinese doc about our former basketball star, Ghita Muresan, which he had never heard of and the movie he played in, My Giant…I remembered the name (yeah, though it’s super easy)…and then, I got to see the last ten minutes of “Friends”, which I don’t normally watch if it’s at the end or hardly ever catch it, but…I did leave the channel on and that’s what Joey sprung up- something about being an actor like the guy in My Giant. pfff…who ever makes a reference to this movie? c’mon…it’s not very popular. anyway…funny…I thus end with another hazy hmm…
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whoa! this is quite cool! I mean, especially the 1st coincidence. What were the odds? But… hmm.. what do you think it means? Man, I never read anything from Yeats!
huuuuugs!
Prolly means close to…er..nada!
eh, ce! io citisem Yeats? I still haven’t quite got round to it, but the intention is there, becuz of the movie. hugxxx !!