Ooookie dokie…ze rock of Gibraltar that I am…is being pounded by waves and slowly shrinking under their guise. Human terms- I’m kinda fallin’ apart here. I’m already freaking out bout my leaving to…u know. What brings me down the most is…surprisingly- reading blogs! the blogs of people who have been there, have lived it all and are..basically teaching me or at least providing some indispensable, otherwise unobtainable info! But the more I read, the more annoyed, scared, bitter I get. My gosh, these people really got their shit together and made it in a very different place. Crossed frontiers of language (less important), culture (also small importance) aaand…social ones!- Ha! essential!! This is one thing I’m really melting down for. I don’t know anybody! I don’t have any chat buddies or possibly friends of friends connections- nothin’!
I’m so desperate, I’ve started going on chat sites, seeking out people and although it explicitly says the site is for making friends who want to practice languages together I’m still not lucking out! Read More »
